Never been in love before,
At least not up until now.
I seemed to have found the one I adore,
But how do I know it’s for sure?

I’ve never been in love, so how can I know?
Is it supposed to be this way? What’s wrong or right?
If I don’t know how it’s supposed to go,
Then how am I supposed to feel? Am I supposed to cry?

I’m afraid it won’t workout.
I can’t see the signs of working, or the signs of not.
What am I supposed to do? Trust what people say
And not trust my gut, which is worrying me this way?

I’ve never had such peace, yet so much frustration.
Am I doing anything right? Am I giving enough?
Taking enough? Am I being used or played?
How can I know, I’ve never been in love, not this way.

I don’t know what to do!
This is killing me piece by piece.
My emotions can’t stay still; I want them to be contained!
But how can they? I’ve never been this way.

Never been so happy, so sad, so hurt and confused.
My life’s taking me on an emotional roller-coaster ride,
And not letting me get off, just staying on day after day.
Telling me to not dare move. Why do I have to stay this way?

I’ll do what I can, to trust my feelings with others’.
I’ll try my best, to be the best girlfriend, and love one can have.
As of right now, I believe I’m in love with you.
For now, anyway "Who knows if this way is true?

author: Nicole Riggan
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